life's shit.i lost the cable for my cam/mp4 which was my christmas present which my mum got ripped off for considering its as fake as fake gets with megapixels as gd as my phone camera. BUT i lost the cable now i cant transfer songs to it neither can i transfer the pics to my comp. School sucks,its like just the 1st week and im stressed with tons of hmwk and ALREADY im worried abt landing with lousy grades,like straight S's.i'll just die with grades like that.seriously.
if you were given a choice of just an hour of pure rich blissful happiness and then live a mediocre life with sorrow n shit OR live a nice comfortable life with never experiencing that amazing type of happiness,but being quite happy nonetheless,what would you choose? I'd tell u i want the former.imaging that feeling of euphoria that that happiness would bring,even if just for that hour.to reach that climax,knowing its a once-in-a-lifetime experience,and thus embracing it even more.and maybe just maybe,the memory of that hour would be enough to get you through all the other crappy moments. but then again knowing me,in the end i'll choose the latter,at least i'l be in my comfort zone,and at least i won't be sad.and also because im afraid of change.
okay i just re-read what i wrote,and i realised u probably got the wrong picture; no,i'm not talking about sex. its just i just read james patterson's Sam's Letters to Jennifer and it was realli sweet.n dere was this moment,where sam(jen's grandma),doc,jen,brendan were having this picninc by the lake,just four of them,enjoying each others' company,and it was perfect. i want a perfect moment too.not the same one.but i want one.
where everything's just perfect.
9:48:00 pm
Saturday, January 06, 2007
rage is a scary thing. anger makes you hurt someone,rage makes you kill him. nothing anyone says can change your mind,all you feel is this irrepressible feeling to lash out,to make that person change just for you. for that person to undo what heshe did, to make sure that heshe never ever gets to you again. and the hardest thing to do would be to walk away, as rage consumes you and adrenaline flows. but that would be the smartest thing to do,it'll save you lots of regret. and you'll finally understand why many of us choose to do the stupid thing in the end.
10:13:00 pm
Friday, January 05, 2007
merry Christmas n a happy new year! ive made many new year's resolutions this year! i wana get whiter teeth!like blinding white!haha..no la just perfectly white. i'm gonna speak slower. i'm gonna do my hmwk. i'm gonna lose weight by jogging,instead of trying out different diets like the apple diet. i'm gonna studdy consistently. okay the rest are not for sharing =)
in service on dec 31,pastor prince asked us to ask God for just 3 things n decree them. so i asked for beauty on the outside,beauty on the inside n beautiful grades!haha. alanna says im just being superficial; i think she's just jealous. oh im gonna be helping in the chingay parade yay!
2007's gonna be a fabulous year =)
6:23:00 pm
riane*
*riane brittany francisco *born on the 1st of july 1989 *eurasian *i believe in Christ *ex-tkgian *4e7'05 *ex-SAJCian of 06S18 *MJC now! 06S302
*loves
~God! ~mr.princess ~dots ~salt ~mr.snowy who has gone home to be with the Lord ~glitter ~pedicures,manicures! ~beautiful beaches ~animals ~friends ~daydreams ~fun
Soul Music*
at the moment the song i'm in love with:
Gwen Stefani- the Sweet Escape
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
ya i noe this one's old,but its the one keeping me going at the moment =)
you're currently listening to
and i'm lusting after
*that pretty white camera
*a new phone that sony ericsson cyber-shot one
*a room makeover
*a whole new glam wardrobe.
